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Monthly Archives: February 2020

Pushing Forward

Have you ever had such a clear sign/message from God leading you in a path, you listen and follow His lead and as you get further and further into that path nothing feels right? You begin to question everything, and you start to ask yourself, maybe I really didn’t hear from Him? I think He made a mistake and picked the wrong girl? This is so hard it cant be right. If this is you I can assure you that you are not alone. Since my whole journey with Ruth + Esther has begun I have never felt more unqualified in anything. I have sat here a million times thinking that He made the wrong choice. How many times have you heard that God never gives you more than you can handle? I know I have heard it more times that I can count on my hands and toes, God never said that and maybe that’s why some people have this misinterpretation of what following your calling Christian calling should look like. I can assure you that following in what He has for you is HARD. Yes, there are times where it is beautiful and its…

Captivating

Over the past couple of weeks I have started a study through the Proverbs 31 Ministry called Trustworthy by Lysa Terkeurkst. Her journey through deepening her faith and trust in God has truly been inspiring. It has come at the perfect time for me as I am about to embark on an exciting new journey. The excitement has also come with fear and lots of bumps in the road, but it has also been a journey of reminding me where my trust needs to be. I trust God and I know in my heart that He is good and that He is near, but that doesn’t stop my human desires from trying to take the reins.  How many times have you tried to take things into your own hands thinking that it will turn out better? Or how many times was God’s timing just not moving quickly enough for you? I have been down both of these paths before more than once and in the end I always end up filled with more anxiety, stress, and fear, and I start looking in all the wrong places to tell me that I am doing the right thing…