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Category: Momlife

It’s the Little Things

The days of motherhood where you feel like you cannot come up for air. The days that feel like you are being suffocated. The days that seem never ending. When you are so exhausted but you cannot go to sleep.      Have you had one of those days recently? Don’t worry I have too. Our youngest has become even more attached to the hip now that her older sisters have started school and at times I love it and soak it up, but there are times I just need to breath. I have always wanted a momma’s girl and I definitely have one, but I don’t want to resent it; I want to embrace it but the struggle is real. I wish I would have known back when I first became a mom what all it takes to be a mom. I never knew how much self sacrifice it takes, how many tears I would cry from shear frustration, how suffocating it can truly feel at times. How everyday you give it all you’ve got and still feel like its not enough. I honestly always feel like there is something more I could…

Back to School

There is nothing like summer coming to an end that suddenly gives you all the feels. Your kids have probably been driving you crazy, driving each other crazy, at least mine are and constantly fighting lol. I have had days where I say I’m ready and days when I’m not. I know it will be better for all of us to be back in a routine and have a little break from each other. This year our middle child starts Kindergarten, and I am having a hard time letting her go. She is still my baby, she loves to cuddle and hang out with me, and she definitely keeps me on my toes. I remember talking about this day like it would be forever until it got here and yet here we are. I hope my girls know how much I love them, how much I have treasured this time at home with them, and that I have enjoyed every little moment with them. There was not anything I wanted more than to be a mom, and I am forever grateful that I have been blessed with my three loves. Everyday is not all rainbows and…