Grieving, I can honestly admit, I am experiencing for the first time in my life at the age of 32. It’s horrible. I was talking to my therapist the other day and she said something that really stuck with me, “Grief is the price of love.” I have asked myself 8 million times and talked to God, and it all ends up taking me right back to where I am…heartbroken. We knew we had months not days, and I question my decisions; what I would do differently so many times, but in all honesty nothing was ever going to prepare for the loss I experienced. My Poppy was involved in every aspect of my life and not only my life but my kids, my whole life he has been there and to move on without him feels strange, and at times I feel guilty. I started reading the book Option B by Sheryl Sandberg & Adam Grant, and it has been so good for me. She talks about the three Ps in her book : personalization, pervasiveness and permeance. The two that struck a cord with me the most are pervasiveness and permeance. Because my…