This past week I went in for a mammogram for some pain I have been having. The mammogram was uncomfortable to say the least but the most unnerving was when they told me I would need a ultrasound that day. My mind immediately began to have all these horrible thoughts and my heart felt like it was beating out of my chest. As I laid alone in the dark ultrasound room I sat there and it made me think of how many people before me had been in here dreading what was to come, and I prayed that that day for me was not happening. My phone was buzzing from my mom and my husband calling me worried, but I couldn’t bring myself to answer because I still didn’t have answers myself. Thankfully everything checked out for now but that Tuesday morning had a big impact on me. Fear is the perfect way for the enemy to creep his way into your thoughts and your heart. He waits for moments like this and reminds you of your greatest fear and makes you hate the unknown. It is so hard to not let that voice become louder…