These past few days have been interesting to say the very least. When things feel like they are going out of control, what is the first thing you tend to do? Do you pray, cry, freak out, google for the right answer? You see the whole world going into a mass panic and you sit there and question yourself if you are doing the right thing. Do you begin to question your trust in God? Fear is something I have struggled with my whole life and most everyone does. Right now there are so many uncertain things happening that it can make you struggle for peace. This whole decision to take over Ruth + Esther I know God was leading me here, but now with everything happening, it has made me sit here and wonder did I do the right thing, even though I know in my heart I did. My husband is currently running himself ragged being on call trying his best in uncharted territory to take care of people. He is spending hours away from home, I am trying to navigate this new business venture all while trying to take care of three kids. There are plenty of things…
Have you ever had such a clear sign/message from God leading you in a path, you listen and follow His lead and as you get further and further into that path nothing feels right? You begin to question everything, and you start to ask yourself, maybe I really didn’t hear from Him? I think He made a mistake and picked the wrong girl? This is so hard it cant be right. If this is you I can assure you that you are not alone. Since my whole journey with Ruth + Esther has begun I have never felt more unqualified in anything. I have sat here a million times thinking that He made the wrong choice. How many times have you heard that God never gives you more than you can handle? I know I have heard it more times that I can count on my hands and toes, God never said that and maybe that’s why some people have this misinterpretation of what following your calling Christian calling should look like. I can assure you that following in what He has for you is HARD. Yes, there are times where it is beautiful and its…