I can feel God testing my courage. The list of my greatest fears are starting to come to a head. God is testing my faith to trust Him and not let my fears take over. I can feel Him tugging on my heart telling me to trust Him, He is asking me to get my courageous heart ready, with every courage inducing statement the enemy has been right there whispering my fears into my mind and my heart. He is testing my perseverance through my weaknesses. God does not want to reduce the conflict but increase my courage. Steven Furtick. Its A No Go; Elevation Podcast. July 29,2018. Have you ever had this feeling that God is preparing you for something big but you are having trouble staying still and patiently wait for Him to reveal what this big thing is to you? This is me right now. This past week I have been struggling with this feeling for more while staying home and all the feelings of being inadequate that come with that, the fear of not being enough for people on this earth, and my need to have my fulfillment come from what others think about me…