Everything that is going on in the world is overwhelming. It feels like the world is literally ripping at the seams every single day. There is so much information being thrown in our faces at every turn some days I just want to stay locked in our house and never leave. It is so easy to sit and scroll mindlessly for hours searching for anything to give you the answer or to take you away from here. Reopening my store at the worst time in history to open any store has stirred up so many insecurities within myself it is unreal. I watch as other boutiques continue to succeed and thrive while mine feels like the constant struggle bus that never ends. I see other people model in their clothes and begin to question whether or not I’m skinny or pretty enough to even be doing this. The focus on growing your business social media wise is mentally exhausting and sometimes I get so focused on my lack of growth or likes that somehow that determines if I am a success?! If this was where He was leading me then why would it be this way? All of…