I am currently in the place of learning that it is ok that it isn’t ok. Life has been throwing some pretty crazy curveballs and life has become heavy. So many around me are going through difficult times, and I am trying to stay positive when my life is crumbling around me. Have you ever had times like these and when you so desperately want to hear from God, but He has never felt further away? I know God was calling me here, but the recipe for disaster for starting and opening a business has unfolded before my eyes and unfortunately it has happened to me. The way I thought everything was going to go is now taking a complete 180 and is changing. The future has never felt more uncertain. I can definitely feel the enemy at work trying to bring all my insecurities to the surface. He absolutely loves times like these when you are overwhelmed, confused, frustrated and even angry with God. This made me think about Adam and Eve. Their life was perfect enjoying all the goodness the Lord had to offer them; all they weren’t allowed to do was eat from…