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Pushing Forward

Have you ever had such a clear sign/message from God leading you in a path, you listen and follow His lead and as you get further and further into that path nothing feels right? You begin to question everything, and you start to ask yourself, maybe I really didn’t hear from Him? I think He made a mistake and picked the wrong girl? This is so hard it cant be right. If this is you I can assure you that you are not alone. Since my whole journey with Ruth + Esther has begun I have never felt more unqualified in anything. I have sat here a million times thinking that He made the wrong choice. How many times have you heard that God never gives you more than you can handle? I know I have heard it more times that I can count on my hands and toes, God never said that and maybe that’s why some people have this misinterpretation of what following your calling Christian calling should look like. I can assure you that following in what He has for you is HARD. Yes, there are times where it is beautiful and its…

The False Race

This morning as I was doing my bible study I knew immediately that God put this in my path for a reason. For now I am going through a season in motherhood where I am struggling finding my meaning, my purpose, and it is such a hard struggle and I think even more so when you are a stay at home mom. I have struggled with this off and on during my eight years of staying home with a couple more years to go and it can feel like you are going nowhere. These feelings of loneliness and of being unworthy creep in when you least expect it. I am writing this because I am convinced that I am not the only other stay at home mom that feels this way. In the bible study, First Be A Follower, which is created by my most favorite author Hannah Brencher, one of the first few things I read of her hope for people doing this study was, “That we give up the false race of “getting there” to learn how to be here now.” In my personal journey as a stay at home mom I always feel…